I Needed Your Touch!

Hello Release Yourself Family, and as always thanks for dropping by. I find it funny, sometimes down right amazing, how God can pick us up, turn us around and give us just what we need, when we need it. For soooooo long, I wondered what to do about a lot of different circumstances, and situations that has occurred in my life. I often thought that I would die a lonely woman, only to have my son by my side, in the event my mother passed away before I did. I prayed that God would move, I just didn't think he would move in the way he did.

I simply asked him for some things, and I called myself being smart, by telling him, exactly what I wanted and how I wanted it. As the old saying goes, "Be careful what you ask for, you just might get it" Well, I got it, and he reminded me of that, when I called myself complaining of what I had. I asked the Lord for several things. But the one thing that I was very specific on, was what I wanted in a mate this go around.

I gave specifics, and believe me, he gave back. For so long I tried to fix everything and everybody myself, not knowing that I was not Mrs. FIXIT, but several folks depended on me to fix every problem, situation, circumstance, issue, etc. Well, what about me, I need some stuff too, I need help with stuff, I needed a shoulder to cry on, I need someone to listen to me when I hurt, I need somethings too!

The time came, when I thought I was loosing it, still holding a straight face, holding my composure, and still managing to keep a smile on my face, while all the time I was crying on the inside. How could these people be so selfish, I wondered, all these people that I have been there for, I allowed to cry on my shoulder, that would call me at all times of the day and night with their issues, circumstances, and situations, where were they? I felt alone and helpless, I needed to be touched, to be held, to be consoled. Oh my God, I cried, and cried, and cried. I drove around in my car not having nowhere in particular to go, just driving because I was crying and I did not have nobody to turn to or trust. All I wanted was a touch, all I wanted was someone to hug me, listen to me, console me, or just even be there.

I had to just stop and realize that the almighty GOD was in control. He wanted me to ask him for somethings, he wanted me to ask him to wrap his arms around me, and touch me. He wanted me to tell him, "I NEED YOUR TOUCH." Lord, I am asking that you pray and release all those people that are needing your touch, I am asking that you release those people as you did me, that are having to be the crutch or the MRS. FIXIT or MR. FIXIT for their family, friends, or associates. Lord please hold them with your right hand of righteousness, never to let them fall. Lord, please give them peace, peace beyond belief, give them favor, favor in their homes, jobs, and relationships. Give them the understanding that they can detach themselves from negative spirits, people or talk, deliver them as you did me, and give them the ability to ask for YOUR TOUCH. Please keep your hedge of protection around them and their families. Father, as I close this prayer, I will magnify your HOLY name, and give you all the praises and glory. In Jesus name, AMEN!!!!

Thank you father, because I NEEDED YOUR TOUCH!!!

As always and until next time...Bless someone today, and don't forget to PRAY!!!!!
................Much love, smoochies...........
.....rcansawgirl......